My Vampire Heart

Uhm...I feel kind of strange (terrified), so sorry if I ramble.
Okay *breaths in,then out, then pauses*
OH WHAT THE HELL XD I LOVE YOU!!!
I`ve been glued to your blog since I first discovered it, but strangely , I`ve never had the guts to post a comment *avoids rotten tomatoes thrown at her*.But I just could not stop myself when I read the news about "Secrets in the Dark*. I have been waiting for this like a obsessed fangirl that I am.Thank you so much for your hard work and for trying to get the firs chapter done even if you have tons of worklooks at her own mountain of papers and books on desk and wishes she could just set them on fire or something.Life gets that way...yes it sucks.*thinks of Kaname who also has to work like there was no tomorow.
I'm so rambling.Sorry.
And thank you for all the amazing job you always do.If it counts for something, us, fans , are really grateful.*bows*

*o*//
oh yay! I can't wait for the new story! I shall read it obsessivly like I have done all the others~ :)
And I hope you can catch up with things pretty quickly, it's annoing when everything gets flooded :(
*feels bad for adding to that list*
^-^;

Cheers, dear, is the only thing I can say because I feel EXACTLY like you. I get nearly hysterical when I try to cut me in little pieces to answer my work's chores, my daughter, my home, my hubby, my friends and my hobbies... Like... broken into pieces...

So don't worry, we all can understand what a disaster can be real life sometimes. Take care, we'll be waiting!!! (and I love your new fic's title, it promises hell)

OMG OMG THE SEQUEL!!! FINALLY!!!!
'Secrets in the dark' sounds ABSOLUTELY LOVELY!!! so totally fits the whole situation the two will have to go through ;DDD I bet the kuran necklace kaname gave to zero would be going to be of use~~ *wink wink* *O* i know it may sound absolutely mean and other fans may kill me for it but how about a non-con on zero in the sequel <333 because it would be soooo interesting to see kaname's reaction for the entire thing to be... 'recorded' XDDDDD *shoots self* too much BDSM for me... lemme go bury myself before someone else does it XDDD *coughsnon-concoughs

the comment above was made by me -__-;; forgot to put my name LOL ikdghuedagrfgh

*glares at Yumiii* Absolutely no non-con allowed here! *hustles both boys away then wraps them up in cotton wool and bubble wrap to protect them from any non-con business*

Dunno that game, Vani, but you just hang in there and enjoy the 4th of July fireworks first! We'll just bite our nails to the quick while we wait *grins*

Well, a hint on how many memories Zero's necklace has stored up so far would be nice! *pervy grin*

Oh, I hear crickets too... when I ask myself if I'm doing anything that will find me a job :D

DiaSuru: Aw, no need to be scared, I don't bite! :) *hides her muse who is now quickly trying to show off her fangs in a closet* ...And I don't let her bite either... ;)

Thank you so much! I'm really happy that you've been enjoying the blog and that you're looking forward to "Secrets".

LOL I know, a blow torch does sound like a nice option on some days... *eyes her desk*

Thank you again soooo much! *hugs*



colleen: Thank you!! yes, I hope I do too! *quivers* :)



VaneChaos: Yes, that's a very good way to put it - trying to cut ones self into little peices to get everything done... it just doesn't work too good, does it? *looks around for glue and staples*

LOL and yes, it does promise that... ;D Thanks!!



Yumiii: Thanks!! I'm glad you like that title and are looking forward to it! LOL! *grins* well that wouldn't quite fit into this story, and I don't have any immediate plans for it either but... *gently covers Yen's ears and has the lemons dance distractingly* I will admit that that *exact* same thought has crossed my mind more than once. ;D *whispers and then quickly goes back to looking innocent* Anyone want some lemonaid? 0:)



Yen: LOL! Aw, the boys look so cute all wrapped up! Erm... but they're not really... wearing anything under the cotton and bubble wrap, are they? Oooooh can I unpackage them? *gets death glares from Kaname and Zero who make their way off with as much dignified grace as can be managed while waddling due to being all wrapped up in packaging materials* XD

Thanks hon! *hugs tightly* Heheh and I'm sure that Zero's necklace has stored up quite a lovely amount of, um, *special* memories by now! ;D LOL yeah, those crickets... ;)

I so know what you mean about the molasses. XD;;; *is getting stuck so much too*

YAY about the fic coming soon~! :D :D

I have to say I was surprised by the title choice (mostly because it felt so strangely familiar, then I realized it was because of one of my older Kaname & Zero fics that has the same title 8D *lol*), but it's SO fitting for your fic. :D

I'm so immensely looking forward to it~ :D *hearts*

Unrelatedly, I got your gift! X3 Thank youuu~~~! *clings & snuggles*<333

And also unrelatedly, the uhm, people with the package receiving thingie are being weird again. D: The VK volume 10 I sent you came back. D:

LOL! Really?! Ooops! I didn't remember. Sorry about that, I honestly didn't realize that. I came up with it partially off of the way certain repressed secrets manifest themselves in Kaname's mind in the fic and the Linkin Park song "Easier to Run" (which fits the story incredibly well).

One verse starts:
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see

And the other starts:
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have

So I kind of took secrets from the first one and darkness from the last and mooshed them together.

Sorry for using the same name though. Do you mind? I've kind of gotten attached to the title (took me a long time to come up with one for this story). Is it okay with you if I use it too? If not, that's cool, I can change it. *hugs*

Yay! Glad you got the gift. :D *snuggles*

WHAT? They WHAT?? WTF?! *burns the postal people in effigy* Sorry about that. I have no idea what their problem is now. *sics muse on them*

*is in a pervy mood after most distracting lemon dance*

Well, I'm glad Kaname and Zero are safe for now but - but - *non stop giggling as they waddle away*

Sorry guys! I truly didn't mean to make you lose that innate vampire grace, uh, especially you, Kaname...

O.O as Kaname growls, tears wrapping material off himself & Zero (thereby proving Vani's theory right about their state of undress) before zooming away with hunter carried bridal style in his arms.

K: *muttering to himself* I swear, one of these days, I'm gonna bite those yaoi fangirls!
Z: *is struggling* Put me down, Kaname, you're always carrying me like this!
K: *sudden stop* You don't wanna get away from them? *points to us*
Z: *terrified look behind him before placing a piece of bubble wrap in a very strategic place* Uhm... OK, just this once, Kaname...
K: *chuckles* Thought you might say that... *runs off at vampire speed that blows away bubble wrap*
Z: *quickly uses hand to cover strategic place* Hey...!

Gosh, I've not even had my coffee yet *winces*

Vani: Nah, don't worry, I don't mind about the title at all! :D<3
And like I said, I do find it totally matches your story perfectly, with Kaname's secrets and everything. *loves the fic already* X33<333
*so looking forward to it* X3

Yeah, I don't know wtf is going on, the package was returned with the same non-delivery thingie like last time. :X
Should I resend the same way as last time? :o (And add more thingies in it while I'm at it. XD *lol*)



Yengirl: Err, you know, no amount of glaring at writers or at muses can kills our pervy urges to write. XD;;; *lol*
Kaname is never quite safe, and Zero probably isn't that safe either, hahaha~ XD
But, uhm, it's delicious Hurt/Comfort, so, just let the Muses be and enjoy? XD;;; *lol*

Hey BW!! I'm just the lurker who want s to say how much I LOVE reading your stories. I read Blood Moon first, just finished its prequel Crimson Door & now I'm off to read the third installment. SO excited about the next one too. Excited about what plot twists and characters you'll reveal in this one. We love you & have fun writing:)

YenGirl: hehehe!! *giggles herself right off her chair* Ooh!! O.O *stares happily as the wrapping is torn away. *drool*

ROTFL!!!! Love the conversation there and the "strategic" placing! XD *still giggling*



Sagakure: Thank you!! *big hugs* So glad you don't mind! :) :) *blasts the postal system to smitherines because they can hardly get less useful than they already are* So sorry about that. Yeah, guess we'll have to stick to doing it that way until they grow a brain cell or I move, and I have a feeling the latter will come first. :P Ooh! Yay! *bounces at the more thingies mention* You are way, way, WAY too sweet! :D *big hugs*



Noelle: Thank you so much!! I'm so happy that you like the stories and I really appreciate your taking the time to comment and share your thoughts! :D *huggles* Thanks!

*shakesfist at yengirl* don't tell me YOU don't want it!! i bet you do~~ *swings butt* come on vani it shouldn't be too tough to do ;DD You've done it *before* after all... *wink wink*