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Secrets in the Dark (Zero x Kaname) by Blackened Wing
Chapter Nineteen: "Silent I Go Under"
Review Responses for Chapter Eighteen
Major tissue warnings, I had to eat a lot of chocolate to cheer up after writing parts of this chapter, lol. BUT we get a little bit of comfort at the end and we will get a LOT more next chapter! *hugs her Kaname plushie tightly and bawls until it is rescued by Zero plushie who snatches him away and runs off to hide behind the sofa with him where he can hug him and love him in peace* ;)
I'm sorry about a possible abundance of typos and overall generally crappy writing. Parts of it were written while I was stressed and lacked time and I fear that it shows, but hopefully parts of it are okay too. *keeps fingers crossed* Of course, I always think things suck after I write them, so who knows?
The title of the chapter comes from a song called "Hopeless" by Breaking Benjamin, which worked really well for the chapter.
Hopeless
Breaking Benjamin
Here I lie forever
Sorrow still remains
Will the water pull me down and wash it all away
Come and take me over
Welcome to the game
Will the current drag me down and carry me away
Suddenly the light begins to fade
HOPELESS
I'm falling down
FILTHY
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
It's over now
GUILTY
There's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go
Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it's over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing left inside
But I am wide awake
I can hear the devil call my name...
Listen:
The mix of hopelessness and yet a determination to not let go even though it's becoming impossible seemed very fitting for what Kaname was going through.
Another song that I've been listening to while writing which also works really well at different points..
"World So Cold"
12 Stones
It starts with pain
Followed by hate
Fueled by the endless questions
No one can answer
A stain
Covers your heart
Tears you apart just like a sleeping cancer
[Chorus]
Now I don't believe men are born to be killers
I don't believe this world can't be saved
How did you get here and when did it start
An innocent child with a thorn in his heart
What kind of world to we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Losing control of our feelings
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold
Are you sane? Where's the shame
A moment of time passes by
You cannot rewind
Who's blame and where did it start
Is there a cure for your sickness, have you no heart?
[Chorus]
What kind of world do we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Selling our souls for no reason
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold
There's a sickness inside you that wants to escape
It's a feeling you get when you can't find your way
So how many times must you fall to your knees
Never, never, never, never, never do this again
It starts with pain followed by hate
Now I don't believe men are born to be killers
And I don't believe this world can't be saved
What kind of world do we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Losing control of our feelings
We're dreaming this life away
What kind of world do we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Selling our souls for no reason
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold...
Listen:
And in more fanfiction updates from other wonderful authors...
UPDATED STORIES:
Pleasure Dome - NineOrchids
Hold Me Now, It's My Turn - YenGirl
In Silence - YenGirl
The Stranger - Lightpathetic
Happy Anniversary - Ravyn Skye
Queens Die Proudly for their Kings - WritingMuse
Winter's Chill - Kafunshou Queen
NEW OR NEWLY ADDED:
Cut! - LeaNicolaie
Obnoxiously Yours - LeaNicolaie
Obsession - jiangryudo
I'll Make You See Me - TheSicklyRoseVamp1229
Hey, I'm Trying to Study Here - TheSicklyRoseVamp1229
You've Stolen My Heart - TheSicklyRoseVamp1229
All of these and more can be found on my Vampire Knight Fanfic Recs Page.
Sorry to anyone who I might have accidentally missed in the update. Also sorry to everyone who is still waiting for an email or response from me, thanks for your patience!
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