Saturday, January 7, 2012

Vampire Knight 78 & Bonus Story

Hope everyone had a great holiday and that 2012 is treating you all good thus far! My New Years resolution is that I'm going to get the next chapter of Secrets in the Dark done and posted this month even if it kills me, lol. 

In the meantime, I have finally had a chance to catch up on some of my VK reading, such as the cute Volume 15 Bonus story and lovely pictures that Sagakure posted here. (Thanks!!)

SPOILERS BELOW

I find it very interesting that Takuma knew about Kaname being the ancestor, and has apparently known for a long time, maybe since they were kids. He really did know Kaname better than anyone. The way Sara says Kaname "confessed" these things to Takuma gives me all kinds of bunnies for how exactly that information came out... like for instance, I could imagine it possibly being some time when things are bad, and Kaname's lonely and hurting. Takuma's trying to cheer him up and it just makes Kaname ache more because he knows Takuma's relating to someone who doesn't exist, to a Kaname he thinks he knows, but doesn't.  No one really knows him, and no one cares about him for who he actually is, they couldn't, because he isn't worthy of emotions like that.  So to push Takuma away, Kaname tells him the truth. He's steeling himself inwardly for the rejection to follow, but it doesn't come, because Takuma's not like that.  It could be kind of sweet, really.  Of course, I have other bunnies on how it could have happened too... lol all of them angsty of course.

Oh gosh, and I love the awful little doodle Kaname drew of Yuki! XD That was so cute!  *giggles* complete with flowers and a curiously dour, growling little dog!  (At first I thought maybe that was his shade form with Yuki, but it would probably look happy to be with her, so given the expression, I think the doggie in the picture is Zero XD).  For some reason Kaname drawing something like that just cracks me up.  LOL and poor Aido, doesn't Takuma know that Aido probably would have thought anything Kaname drew was better than the Mona Lisa? ;D

Kaname and Zero's semi-cooperation in getting rid of that other unwanted suitor of Yuki's was also cute.  Kaname may have been the one scaring the guy off, but Zero stood there and covered Yuki's eyes so she wouldn't know what was going on.  LOL


I also finally got to read Vampire Knight Chapter 78! There's a scanlation here.  As usual, I don't know if this is the best version of the scan, etc. If you know of others feel free to post them in the comments.

AND MORE SPOILERS...

A lot seems to be happening now!  It was fun seeing Yuki, Aido and the others working together in the beginning.  Nice touch that her blood restores sanity to those who have taken the tainted blood tablets.  Makes sense, but it also sets up an interesting situation reminiscent of the past, depending on how it plays out.

Okay, I just have to say it.  Takuma and Shiki.  I swear, if those two didn't scream "pair me!" already, they most certainly do this chapter (to me, anyway).  There are different ways you could read what Shiki said, but it sure seemed to me that he intentionally took the tainted tablets so he could be by Takuma's side. I also wonder if he has the underlying motive of wanting to try to save Takuma from Sara.  I think Shiki is smarter than most people assume, and just seems otherwise because he was trained to act like a "good little doll" due to his upbringing.

I really feel for Takuma this chapter.  Sara so obviously has him trapped, snared by both his nature and her ability over him as a pureblood and by his good heart.  Takuma seems uniquely able to see buried pain and hurt in others, even (or perhaps especially) in purebloods.  He saw it in Kaname, and I think he sees it in Sara. I don't pity her, but I think he does in a way.  Of course, she's also addicted him to her, creating the kind of servant that she exactly wanted.  *glowers at her*  It's well painted, kind of like an abusive relationship and a drug addiction mixed into one, and exactly how I imagined it would be if an unscrupulous pureblood wished to dominate someone else.  It's a trifle scary that Sara reminds me a wee bit of Nasser from my fics at times.

I like that Yuki wanted to go save Takuma from Sara. I don't know how that's going to work out since things have suddenly taken quite another turn, but I hope that someone does eventually. (Is now having all kinds of angsty bunnies for what might happen if Shiki does stay by Takuma and therefore both of them are with Sara.  The manga keeps things clean, but of course my mind doesn't. So the idea of Shiki witnessing Sara using and abusing Takuma and the whole resulting tangle of angsty emotions is interesting to contemplate.  I wonder what Takuma would do if she started doing the same to Shiki?  I think he would try to stand up for him, but one wonders how far he could... *cough* okay, sorry, back to the actual chapter... *watches the bunnies gnawing away on her carpet* 

I'm glad that Yuki finally learned the truth about Sara being the one to kill that other pureblood and not Kaname. Maybe she'll realize that Sara did Ouri too.

I'm a little worried by some of Zero's actions in this chapter, especially regarding his lying to Cross and that one escaping vampire girl.  Um... Zero... you really don't want to be listening to or protecting Sara, trust me, if you want to talk about people who want to use you for their own purposes, that would be her (by her own very clear admission in this chapter).

I'm not sure if he didn't tell Cross about Sara's connection to the tainted tablets because of Yagari's instructions to keep Cross in the dark about some things and not interfere with Kaname's plans, or because he's temporarily protecting Sara due to whatever she's been telling him.  Or, because he doesn't entirely trust Cross anymore. I think he was trying to find out if Cross knew what Sara told him about Kaname's past actions.  Cross did know a lot about the past that he kept from both Zero and Yuki, so I can see where his suspicion comes from, but I fear that Cross didn't get what Zero was talking about, but that Zero probably takes what was said between them as confirmation of his fears.  He must feel very alone right now and adrift on who to trust.

I'm similarly not sure of Zero's motives for telling Yuki not to touch Sara.  I find it hard to believe that he would really protect any pureblood (other than Yuki) at this point, but I wonder if in his own way he would rather see her stay around as a counter to Kaname and let them deal with each other, or something.  Especially since the association is pressing on him to not interfere with Kaname himself.  So many tangled possibilities, it's all really quite an interesting mess! :)

The ending of the chapter is quite promising for some interesting times next chapter! Zero's interaction with Yuki when he pinned her to the wall and the way he spoke was really angsty and compelling. It was so good to see some of his real emotion on the surface again instead of that mask he's been hiding behind, even if it is hurt and angry emotion.  What he says about Kaname destroying everything definitely reinforces my notions about what Sara probably told him.  Whether or not it's true is another matter we'll have to wait and find out.    Good time for Kaname to show up. :D  Interesting, angsty times possibly just ahead. I know I'm an idiot, but I'm so happy to see Kaname and Zero in the same physical space again, been much too long. XD

Hm, I just had a really disturbing thought.  The way Sara was talking to Takuma about Zero "degrading" (becoming her servant I'm guessing) just like him... and the fact that the Hanadagi guardian seemed to indicate that Zero had come to Sara or visited her combined with the conversation Yuki and Maria had earlier about Zero's probably needing blood... I'm wondering / worrying about whether he's had the tainted tablets too or something.

You know, on a completely unrelated note I wish the Hanadagi guardian and the Hooded woman had names, it would make referring to them so much easier.  lol.

Anyway, it was all around an interesting chapter.  Looking forward to seeing the next one!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Merry Christmas and Egregious Rambling

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everybody!  Hope you are all having a good one!  Just wanted to let you all know that due to the natural craziness of the season, it's unlikely I'm going to have time to get the next chapter of "Secrets in the Dark" done and posted until after Christmas. I'm sorry for the continued delay, but I am going to try to work in time to write during the holidays at least, so hopefully I will have something done or at least close to done after New Years.

In honor of the season (yeah right, good excuse anyway lol) I shall share this totally random picture I found that looks kind of like it could be Zero all wrapped up in vines (to the left). XD Unfortunately, it's not Zero, it's from a completely different manga, but it really made me think of Zero.

Actually, the whole manga that this came from keeps giving me these great VK vibes without being at all related to anything LOL.  It's called "The Betrayal Knows my Name" and it's not about vampires, although it is about the supernatural. The very sweet main (guy) character's name is Yuki and he is looked over by a gorgeous, tall, dark beautiful guy named Luca (or Zess) who is very pureblood-like in how strong his power is as compared to others.

Then there's this one guy, Hotsuma who is like a three way cross between Zero, Kain and Aido if you can imagine that mix co-existing. XD That is to say, he looks like Kain and has the ability to burn things, but his temperament is a cross between Zero's stand-off tsunderness and feelings of being a monster and Aido's impulsiveness and tendency to act without thinking. :) The whole thing has distinctly yaoi vibes and several possible couples, although nothing happens (at least not yet anyway).

<= Luca / Zess looks a very little bit like Kaname at times and although Yuki doesn't really look much like Zero most of the time, it's enough to make me like it LOL. Actually, it's amusing because there's yet another boy in the story who looks even more like Zero, carries a gun as a weapon and works closely with his sister, a girl who uses a staff-like weapon which yet again brings my little obsessed brain back to VK (as does the fact that they're usually all running around in school uniforms). ;)

Also doesn't hurt that Luca has a painful history of having been owned by the Demon King (with some non-con hints/overtones), memories  of which seem to be destructive to him, and a fate from which he is apparently saved only by his contract with Yuki. Those scenes totally made me think of Secrets in the Dark. :)

Full cast photo below, although in the actual manga some of the characters look more or less like others, as I mentioned. I think it's an anime too, shall have to try to look it up if I ever have time.


Well, enough rambling for me. Going to go see how much more I can get done on "Secrets" before I have to start picking people up at the airport. :)

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Friday, December 9, 2011

Short Rambles, VK Pillows and Pics

Well, the past month or so kind of vanished into the mists, but I am around and I am trying to finish "Secrets in the Dark" so thank you all for your continued patience and for your sweetness and support and all the lovely comments after my last post, I really appreciate it.  Sorry I'm still a bit behind with my responses, I'm catching up slowly but surely.

A while back I posted about some cool Kaname and Zero body pillows, and I was delighted to see this post by Sagakure which tells about how they have released a new and delightfully more partially-naked version of the Zero pillow. 0:D  Click on the link to go see pics of it. :)

Also, I have been enjoying all of the lovely works being posted over on VKO!  So much wonderful creativity from everyone!  Was just drooling over several of mochifight's latest pictures, you should definitely go check them out if you haven't seen them yet. :)

I keep wanting to post about the last chapter of VK since there is so much interesting stuff happening, but that will still have to wait for a later date as I have to go right now. Hope everyone is having a good holiday season!

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Monday, October 31, 2011

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween to everybody who celebrates it!  Hope you're all having a good one.  Anyone doing anything or dressing up as anything fun?  You may have already seen this, but Sagakure made some adorably cute Kaname, Zero and Yuki Halloween chibis!

Here's one of the Kaname and Zero sets... :)



Check them all out here. 

I'm sorry I haven't updated my story "Secrets in the Dark" in so long.  I am more than half-way done with the next chapter, but there's been a lot of different things happening that have been keeping me from having time to get it done.

A few of you already know, but for everyone else who doesn't, my fiance and I broke up back near the beginning of the year.  It was very hard for me and for a long time I just didn't want to talk about it.  Honestly, I guess in a way I still don't, which is why I've put off really mentioning it online until now.  It was a major contributor to my writing funk this year because it's hard to write romance when you're feeling the way I was feeling.  Time marches on and I feel like I'm mostly in an okay place about it all now, but it has caused a lot of changes in my life, including my living arrangements - which is the reason why I'm boring anyone reading this with the uninspiring details of my personal life. :P

For the past little while I have been sharing a place with a friend of mine and her two kids, all of whom are dears. I won't compromise my friend's privacy by going into details, but there has been a situation over the past couple weeks which has resulted in me temporarily needing to be in charge of the kids and has soaked up a lot of time for other reasons.  I'm confident everything will work out, but right now it's all a little crazy.  On the up-side, I'll be helping the kids with their costumes and taking them trick-or-treating tonight, which is an experience I've not had in years and I think it will be fun.  :)

Sorry for dumping all that out there, but this is what has been happening to my writing time lately and it was beginning to feel lame to just keep saying that life was getting in the way, even though it's true.  You all are very patient with me and I wanted to let you know it's not for a lack of wanting to get it done that it's been on hold so long. I am working on the next chapter, have it halfway done, actually. I will get it finished as soon as I am able.

Hope everyone has a great day, whether Halloween is a holiday in your country or not! :)

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Vampire Knight 76 Raws

URG!! Life seriously needs to be put in the corner for a timeout right now.  :(  BUT popping in really quick to put up some links for Vampire Knight Chapter 76!

Chinese Raws on Baidu: http://tieba.baidu.com/p/1253925816

Rough Text Translation by Witless Fool: http://witlessfool.livejournal.com/14885.html

Extensive Summary / Translation by SGK: http://sagakure.livejournal.com/371796.html#cutid2

(SGK also has scans of a GREAT trio picture from the LaLa magazine and some other cool stuff on the above link) <3<3

Don't have time to say much right now, but loved Takuma fighting Sara's hold to try to not hurt Shiki (aw!) and slightly want to clonk Shiki on the head for not understanding what's going on. Also loved Zero and Yuki's moment and Kaname's angst (you can't tell me that him sort of kissing / licking the ground like that in his nightmare wasn't just a little hot!!).  And YAY for Yuki finally realizing that Sara is up to no good. 

Will write more when I have a little more time.  sigh...

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Saturday, October 15, 2011

Vampire Knight Novel "Noir Trap" - English

I could have sworn I made a post about this several months ago, but looking back I can't find it so I must have only intended to do so. O_O  Total fail.  :P  Well, it's old news now, but better late then never.

Anyway, as everyone is probably aware there are two Vampire Knight light novels - "Ice Blue Sin" and "Noir Trap".  Ice Blue Sin has been officially translated, so it is hopeful that Noir Trap will be too, eventually.  In the meanwhile, Witless Fool did a fan translation of the novel which can be found here: http://vampire-knight.livejournal.com/933365.html



Support the series and buy the book if and when it ever comes out in English!!!  But, in the meantime, yay for non-Japanese speaking fans being able to share in the goodness. :)  Thank you for the translation WF!! :)

In other random VK news you can also find a scanlated version of Chapter 75 here on mangareader. As usual, I'm not sure if it's the best version out there or not, feel free to post links in the comments if you know of a better one.

One thing that strikes me after reading the scanlation which I hadn't noticed so much before is Ruka's background presence during Cross and Kaname's fight.  Cross never acknowledges that she's there - which isn't surprising since he's focused on Kaname, however, I'm now wondering if it's just coincidental that she's there, or if she was part of the deception.  Remember - although we've never really seen much of it, Ruka's power is the manipulation of visions and perceptions (this was stated in the Fanbook some time back). I am now wondering if she helped Kaname with the illusion and is part of why Cross didn't realize what he was seeing wasn't real. Actually, the more I think of it, the more I'm almost sure of it.  It would make a lot of sense, and explain her presence there as an observer.

Another thing that came to me more clearly, is that this was obviously a diversion.  Kaname had no intention of going after Isaya at that time, but he knew Cross would show up there and engage him if he thought he was, leading Cross to actually take care of that other vampire for him.  (I wonder if Isaya, being another pureblood, saw through the illusion or not. There is a moment when he's looking out the window and Ruka looks up towards him which makes me wonder).  The question is, if it was a diversion - why did Kaname need Cross out of the way?  Interesting questions... :)

I am still working on the next chapter of my story Secrets in the Dark.  The past week has been unbelievably hectic, but now it is Saturday and I am locking myself in, unplugging the phone, not answering the door and hopefully will get some serious writing done today.  Thank you all for your continuing, saint-like patience. :)

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Vampire Knight 75 and Other Stuff

VK Chapter 75 raws are out and about, and there's a ton of different links you can check out regarding it!

Raw Scans Here - on Baidu (translated into Chinese I think, as they usually are on Baidu).
Text Translation based on the Baidu scans by WitlessFool
Summary and other info over on Sagakure's LJ

According to a post on the VK LJ, it's also been scanlated on mangahead, but I can't load that site because my malware protection software throws a fit over it - so, not sure I can recommend checking that out, could be something dangerous on the site, just FYI.

SPOILERS AHEAD....
I will probably ramble more about it after it's scanlated and I have a little more time, but it looks like things are heating up again!  It also sounds like my guess that Kaname's planning to sacrifice himself for his goals, one way or another, is probably correct.

It's kind of ironic that it sounds like most of the hunters except Cross are actually on board with letting Kaname do his thing.  I mean, it makes sense... let a "rouge" pureblood take care of the others, then they just have to take care of him, very tidy.  Kaname, no doubt, knows they would feel that way.

The encounter between Aido and Kain is interesting and a trifle angsty.  Aido, already having much cause to feel adrift, also being kind held at arms length by his cousin/big brother and not able to contact him all this time's gotta be hard and confusing for our dear blonde.  You know, it's interesting, because it's clear that Kain and Ruka are helping Kaname and you know Kain's not a fanboy and he's not a fool, so I wonder what he knows or suspects about everything that's going on which brings him on board with it all.  I mean, I think in a large part he's there for Ruka, but Kain's made it very clear before that he would defy Kaname to protect her, so his participation tends to lend credence to the fact that there's more at stake here than I think most people yet realize.  My opinion / guess anyway.

Speaking of more going on - the whole thing with the suspicious blood tablets is VERY interesting, and holy crap, that last bit with Takuma showing up at Shiki's door all smiley with the tainted tablets is just CREEPY.  It's awful because you know if anyone could get Shiki and Rima to take them, he could, but I wonder if they will since it sounds like there's already doubts in Rima's mind at least.  Poor Takuma, I totally want to kick Sara for what she's done to him.

The Yuki and Zero interaction looks to be interesting and significant too.  I think I will understand it more after I read it again, or possibly when the next translation comes out.

Another holy crap moment in the chapter is the point when we find out that Cross has actually been fighting Kaname's shade form (sorry, using my own term for it, I don't know what else to call it) and it dissolves into bats to reveal that kid-looking vampire that attacked Yuki some chapters back.  WHOA... sneaky, sneaky, Kaname!  That was unexpected and I like the twist. Kind of brilliant, chilling and impressive all at once that he could control another pureblood like that, and that Kaien didn't even realize what was happening.

You know, going back to the tainted blood tablets and all, I wonder what exactly they do to the vampires who take them?  Are they putting them all under Sara's control?  Are there other side effects?  Sara seems to have the ability to take over people, like she's done with Takuma, and I'm suddenly wondering if that's what happened with Aido's dad.  I wonder if she'd done something to him. This is random, probably crazy and way off base, but I wonder if she like, put something inside him that was going to kill him or use him for some terrible purpose, and that's why he was okay with having Kaname kill him, because he didn't want to be used by her that way.  Dunno, thought just suddenly came to mind so I spit it out here.  Like I said though, I'm just stabbing in the dark and probably totally wrong.

Anyway, I look forward to reading the chapter when it comes out.

In other news, I made some updates on VKO, just some small stuff. You can check it out in the news update on the home page.

I am working on the next chapter of "Secrets in the Dark", I swear.  Sorry for the really long delay, but I'll be posting again soon, honest.

On another random note I came across these two Kaname and Zero Pillows online on someone's LJ (http://jpsalenwishlist.livejournal.com/). I hadn't seen them before.  Nice. :D  I don't believe I've seen that picture of Kaname before.  Very nice.  ;)

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