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Saturday, November 7, 2009

Citrus Overload ;)

Next chapter / second half of the previous chapter of my story Secrets in the Dark is done. Hopefully everyone is in a citrus-y mood because it's lemon overload once again I'm afraid, although it will be the last one for quite a while now.

I'm afraid I had a pretty bad day today and got some rather sad news as well, so I'm very down at the moment. That, combined with my normal neurotics about posting a new chapter is not a very good combiniation. I'm pretty sure the chapter totally sucks, is too lame, too weird, too lemony and too mushy. :( I hope I'm wrong and that you all can get some enjoyment out of it anyway, but if not and it is all of the above, then I'm sorry, please pardon, ignore or just totally skip the crappy writing and hang in there for better work in the future. *sighs and goes off to curl up and hide in a corner somewhere*

Secrets in the Dark by Blackened Wing (Zero x Kaname)
Chapter Eleven "To Turn your Tears to Roses"

You'll see when you read it why in this post I said this chapter fits with the lyrics to Skillet's "Whispers in the Dark" especially well.

Individual Review Responses here.

Sagakure did an AWESOME piccy after last chapter, that was inspired by the earlier lemon and this one and fits with the mood of this chapter very well. Click the thumbnail below to see the full image over on her site. Warning - full pic is NC-17 & contains graphic yaoi. :D

Who do you belong to?  Zero x Kaname

*drools* She is SUCH an amazing artist! *drowns in her own nosebleed* ;D

More Fanfic Updates...

UPDATED FICS:
Two Hearts Beat As One - Nineorchids
What About Us - kanshou87
Scattered Leaves - Sagakure
Cradle of Blood - Sagakure
In Silence - YenGirl
Entwined - Eilara
Sweeter than Sin - Kagamichihime

Links to all these stories can be found on the Fanfiction Page.

I haven't added any new stories at this time because I haven't had time this past week to read any. :( Hopefully I shall be able to rectify that soon! :)

Edit: Thank you to everyone who has been so sweet and concerened. I'm sorry for whining and making anyone worry, I'm fine, it's nothing serious, just one of those things, you know? Thank you all for being such sweethearts, I feel much better now, honest. :)

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Secrets in the Dark & Fanfic Updates

I am apparently totally unable to write short sex scenes. O_O;;

I hit 22 pages on this lemon and realized I still wasn't entirely finished with it and probably have a few pages left to go. Yikes. Soooo... I am splitting the current chapter of Secrets in the Dark that I was working on in two. We'll get half this time, and half as soon as I finish out the rest of the scene and get it ready for posting. :D

Sorry about that, but it really would have been too long for one chapter and I figured you'd prefer I post it in halves rather than keep delaying posting until the whole thing was finished. :)

So, without further preamble:

Secrets in the Dark - (Zero x Kaname) by Blackened Wing
Chapter Ten: "My Love Is Just Waiting..."

The chapter title, like the chapter, is one half of a whole. Next chapter will be called "To Turn Your Tears to Roses". Together, they form a line from Skillet's lovely song "Whispers in the Dark"

"Whispers In The Dark"

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is a burning, consuming fire

No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is a burning, consuming fire


Listen:


When I first heard that song a while ago, I thought of it as more from of a Kaname x Zero song because I was finishing Blood Moon at that time, but in the context of this story, and especially because of all the roses references, I find that it really works supremely well as a Zero x Kaname song too, and it's perfect for this chapter and next chapter. How perfect will probably become clearer next chapter actually.

Review Responses are in my Forum as usual and can be read here.

And, in other wonderful fanfiction updates... :)

UPDATED:
The Other Half of Myself - YenGirl
In Silence - YenGirl
The Stranger - LightPathetic
Sweeter than Sin - Kagamichihime

NEW OR NEWLY ADDED:
A Few of My Favorite Things - SakuraGirl25
My Addiction - SakuraGirl25
Silver Fragments: A oneshot collection - Darkness Dawn
Well Thought Out - Draculina17

You can read all of these and more on my Vampire Knight Fanfic page.

I'm sorry, I think I missed some of the updates I meant to include and I haven't had a chance yet to get through a number of stories that are waiting for me to read them so I can add them, but I'm getting there!

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween everybody!! :)

If anyone is dressing up today, let me know what you wore! I'd love to know! :) I might be going to a party later tonight if I feel up to it. I will go as a member of the Night Class, naturally. ;)

I'm hoping to get the next chapter of Secrets in the Dark done this weekend. Don't know if it will be today or tomorrow, but hopefully it will be this weekend! *keeps fingers crossed and then presses tissues to her face to try and stem the nosebleed as she goes back to writing* XD

*hugs everyone and throws candy around*

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Vampire Knight Chapter 55

I'm a little late reporting it... *glares at the piles of work on her desk which have been eating up her time* but Chapter 55 is out!

Once again translated by the wonderfully and talented Sagakure! Thanks so much dear!

Read Vampire Knight Ch. 55 on her LJ

Read Vampire Knight Ch. 55 on OneManga

Lots of interesting things happening! :)

SPOILERS AHEAD....



I really ought to be working, so I'll try not to ramble too much (although I'll probably fail! LOL) but I'll mention a couple of the parts I liked.

Seeing Takuma interact with Shiki and Rima again was great. I like Takuma a lot and the part he plays in everything is so interesting because it's difficult to pin down exactly what it is or what it is going to be. His cheerful demeanor makes it interestingly tricky to try and read him. Considering we know that Sara was rough with him at least that once when he first woke, I have to wonder a little about the variety of his claims that she hasn't hurt him or anything like that. I could be wrong, but I feel like he may be oversimplifying a little so as not to worry Shiki and Rima or make them more insistent that he come away with them. It's kind of cute, interesting and slightly worrisome that Takuma seems to have some feelings towards Sara, even if it's not clear what they are, or what his real motives may be for staying with her. LOL I like the way Shiki is like "This is a really bad habit of yours" and Takuma's like "what's wrong with it?" hehe to me it kind of illustrates Takuma's habit of picking up / gravitating towards strays, even though Sara hardly seems to fit that description. LOL

The way he mentioned that having lived with Kaname for 10 years and having seen his pain made him look at Purebloods differently makes me wonder if he said that because he sees something in Sara that is making him feel for her, no matter how she is or isn't treating him. And of course, I wonder what the real deal is that is making him stay with her, since his answer to Shiki that it was "easier" to let it just be thought that the reason he was avoiding Kaname was because of what had happened a year ago means that it's not the real answer at all. *likes mysteries* :D

Speaking of what Takuma said about Kaname... *nosebleeds muchly* Poor Kaname! Takuma's description of his inner pain and the way he seemed to be punishing himself was very interesting and compelling. The fact that Takuma could see all that, and realized even then apparently that Kaname was longing for Yuki (meaning that he probably knew or guessed a lot more than most everyone else a lot sooner) is a very interesting indicator of A) how observant and insightful Takuma is and B) how much Kaname must really have been suffering for him to let it show enough for someone else to pick up on it.

Moving on to someone else who is suffering but refuses to admit it... ;) *glomps Zero* Hey Yen, you got your wish! :D Zero did gaze angstily at his arm where Yuki touched him. ;D Wow, and what happened right afterwards, with his body acting up like it did, was both cool and scary! I wonder what that is about.

I LOVED the fact that Aido looked truly saddened that Zero refused to go see Yuki along with Yori, even though he expected it. Aido has definitely grown up some and I think he can tell now that Zero is in pain inside, and of course, he's spent a lot of the past year with Yuki as her tutor, so he probably also realizes how much she misses the hunter. But I just had to like that part a lot because Zero and Aido are such fun together. :D

I actually *gasp* kind of liked Yuki in this chapter too. ;) She seems to be growing up and the moment when she and Aido smelled the blood and got all worried, while Yori could smell nothing and didn't immediately understand what was going on, was very interesting. It was sweet that Yori was just all "I'm sorry I can't help too" and wasn't weirded out or anything and it was sweet and telling that Yuki immediately felt that she needed to protect and return her friend safely to the human world. I wonder if Yuki is finally starting to realize the way Kaname must have felt about trying to protect and shelter her when she was in that human state now that the shoe is on the other foot.

LOL okay, I have to say, I like Sara's "well it would have been depressing if something intimate hadn't happened, now wouldn't it?" in response to Kaname's question, that made me chuckle. Her hinting that she probably knows / guesses about what Kaname did to Shizuka is cool in a dangerous and worrisome kind of way.

I am very curious about who is the dead vampire was that Kain and Ruka found and feel very sorry for the dead young hunter that Cross and Zero found. Dang, it's a sad world where the poor kid was more afraid of living as one of "them" than of dying. And OUCH for Zero having to see that, and for, um, the Chairman's not entirely guarded turns of phrase regarding what happened. I liked the moment when Cross seemed to catch himself and realize who exactly was with him in the room. You know, if the kid had been turned, then unless there are any unknown purebloods at this party, it had to be Sara or Ouri who bit him. *wonders*

Oo! And *sigh*... for some reason I really, really love the way Kaname looks dressed up like that in that full length jacket... sorry, it just had to be mentioned. ;) *drools quietly*

AH! Favorite part! (showing how pathetic I am) LOL Kaname and Zero look in each other's directions at the very end of the chapter. :D :D

Heh and did Zero just effectively say "This party's over"? *finds that amusing for some reason* Although of course I'm very worried about what the impact of having two deaths at a "peace" ball will have. Especially since we've lost one vampire (possibly even a pureblood, although maybe not) and one hunter, meaning that both sides are going to have excellent reason to be ticked and to blame the other, which is usually a great recipe for disaster when it comes to tenuous peace negotiations.

Will be interesting to see what happens next!!

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Friday, October 23, 2009

FYI

Just FYI, I'm going to be away over the weekend, Halloween partying with some friends. :D *feels vampy already... er... because I'm dressing up as a vampire I mean, not because... oh never mind... XD*

I probably won't be able to be online much or at all, but I'll be back to the normal routine again on Monday. Sorry for a short, useless post, will try to have something more interesting to say next time. :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Vampire Knight Fanfiction Updates

Alrighty, finally got the next overly long chapter of my Zero x Kaname / Kaname x Zero fanfic done!

Secrets in the Dark by Blackened Wing
Chapter Nine: "And the Hunter Home from the Hill"

LOL Sorry about the weird chapter title, I was in a literary mood. ;)

I was actually tempted to cut the chapter off earlier on, and leave it while Zero was still at the club or in the middle of the hunt, but I just didn't find a good breaking point that wouldn't have made the chapter too short, and although I do like a good cliffie, I didn't really want to build up too much suspense over whether or not Zero was going to come out of that okay, since I know I've been building up quite enough suspence for everyone with all the mysteries. LOL soooo anyway, all that's to say sorry for another overly long chapter that may not break off nicely, but hopefully will be enjoyable anyway. ;)


More Fanfiction Updates
And of course, there's been a lot of other fanfiction action happening from other wonderful authors...

UPDATED STORIES:
Taking the Next Step - YenGirl
In Silence - YenGirl
The Stranger - LightPathetic
Sweeter Than Sin - Kagamichihime

NEW OR NEWLY ADDED STORIES:
Hold Me Now It's My Turn - YenGirl
First Times - Nineorchids
You Belong To Me - kanshou87
Blood, Ink and Ecstasy - Kagamichihime

Links to all of these stories can be found on my Vampire Knight Fanfiction page.

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

New Fall / Halloween Theme

Well, I've been somewhat overdue for a theme change, so here's one I made for Halloween (and fall in general too, it's not entirely just Halloween specific - or at least that's the excuse I will use for why I'll probably leave it up even after Halloween ;D).

I had fun going for a kind of rich feeling with the design. I feel like there's a word that describes it more accurately than that, but it's escaping me... :P

The brush I used for the two little bats up on the left hand side was created by Sagakure, you can download them from her on Deviant Art here: Bat Brushes

The pic of Kaname and Zero I used looked like it was from a magazine spread relating to the Anime, I found it online and am afraid I don't know who scanned it originally, but thanks to whoever did. :) The lush, sparkly reds and oranges were perfect for what I wanted to do with this layout and the way Kaname's got his arm out works well for the banner I think. (LOL not like I'm at all biased or anything since I spent hours tweaking the darn thing... ;D)

The vines all around the pic are Zero's, of course. He and Kaname are decorating for something, see, that's why Zero's carrying the pumpkin too. :) Hmm... even though it's red, could it be that the rose in Kaname's hand came off Zero's vines? Maybe that's why he's cupping it so tenderly... ;D LOL and maybe that's why Zero is glaring at us for intruding on the moment! *is easily entertained by her own wandering little brain*

Aaaanyway... the other elements and textures are either mine, or I bought them from various digital scrapbooking kits.

Hope you all like it! :)

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